
Hehe, hello!!
Haha, look at this!! Look at HIM! Dean Winchester/Jensen Ackles is soooo gorgeous. Hot. Cool. And soooo... (sighs contentedly) whoa! (Damn, this is so embarrassing! (blushes) ) Just the type I dreamed of... so tall (well, not exactly), dark (not exactly, too) and handsome (ABSOLUTELY!) (laughs) He is my latest obession. Dammit, even now I can't stop blushing and grinning away and try NOT to melt under his intense, smouldering gaze while I get this done. My fellow friends will definitely think I'm way outta my head, and they are not far off. I am WAY outta my head over this guy.
(coughs) Ehem, anyway, there are a bunch others I wanna talk about too. Instead of gushing over this guy. Actually I can, and I will, but I guess I have to put this off first until I get the matter done. Now... what am I going to say?

Oh... I have finally gotten my hands on Harry Potter's last book, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, thanks to my best frie It is like, the BEST book of Harry Potter's books ever, apart from The Prisoner of Azkaban and the Goblet of Fire. I clean forgot what The Order of Phoenix and the Half Blood Prince are all about but I don't seem to care much. The last book was simply great! All the questions were aptly answered and it had a wonderful ending! Turns out that Snape loved Harry Potter. He only seemed to hate the boy because Harry reminded Snape of James Potter, the one who managed to win over Lily's affection. Snape was jealous of James, because he loved Lily. And all the while he was Dumbledore's undercover spy when he was under Voldermort. Aw, it is truly sad to see his demise. I liked him towards the end.

Several main characters died, too... Quite sad, really. I did not count on anyone dying but I guess that couldn't be helped. Casualties are all part of war. And Fred died... I can only imagine the
grief and pain George and Ron felt...
Hermione and Ron. They are good together... Harry and Ginny? They seems okay... All in all, the book ROCKS!! Way to go, Rowling! Glad you didn't kill off Harry. You will cause the whole world a lot of distress and yourself, too if you do that. Arthur Conan Doyle once killed off Sherlock Holmes in his last book but due to a lot of demand and pressures from everyone else, he revived Holmes. Then I heard that Agatha Cristie was murdered. Maybe because she killed off her character. (shrugs)
Another thing; when that time I watched NDP parade from my TV, (so sad, really) I was ALMOST moved to tears when I saw the Singapore spirit. Everything. I was touched. Then the old National Songs, my particular favorites ... man...
Happy belated birthday, Singapore!

Oh yeah, I got a Marketing Plan to do... (sighs tiredly) And it is due next week. As usual I am barely started, but already gotten the structure. Just need to fill up some holes, and put it into words and powepoint slides. Easier said than done. And that requires a LOT of effort... (mutters) As if I hadn't contribute enough already... I have contributed MORE than enough, MORE than I should. Believe me, I tried to urge myself to rely on my team members to play their part but time and again I decided against it. They couldn't be relied on, not at such a tight time like this. They couldn't be depended on. If I were to leave it to them, I may have needed to re-edit everything again. Why suffer so much? Might as well do it myself and declared it 'teamwork'.
I tried NOT to think that they are getting all the credit for the hard work I put in; it will just stir the anger that simmers within me. Besides, I ask them to leave it to me. Not their fault. They only listen to orders from their leader... But still...

Gotta rush. Class commencing soon. Oh, that is right! I've promised! Dean is the absolute perfection! He is such a wonderful brother to have! Sam is sure lucky to have someone like him as a sibling. Someone who is willing to do anything for him, for his safety. Someone whose world revolves only around his family and their safety. Someone who throws his own life and caution and dreams to the wind just for his family's well-being. Someone with simple wishes. Someone who is sooo... gorgeous! (laughs) There I go again...
Anyway, I've heard from here and there that Sam was John's favorite, but Sam doesn't like his father for all sorts of reasons too long to be stated here, and I have't got much time. Dean was the perfect son any father would love to have; blind obedience, strong, caring and all... yet, yet... Poor Dean. Even if doesn't symphatise with himself, I do. Deeply.
Alright, gotta go now. Already running late. Catch ya soon!
Warmest Regards
Me, a.k.a Estelle, Estelwen
We must learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools.
Martin Luther King Jr.
(1929 - 1968), Speech at St. Louis, March 22, 1964
PS: YAY!!! DEAN WINCHESTER ROCKS ON!!!
Friday, August 03, 2007
MEIO. Many Entries in One.